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Saturday, 24 January 2009

  • Resurrected

    I am writing to express a few things that I am realizing and to share my positive reactions to life and the way God has been present and is speaking loud in my life. He is guiding me to further my maturity. I was baptized yesterday and it was the greatest experience ever in my life. There were so many people that attended the ceremony and to hear and receive last night's word. It was a Friday night. Glory to God because I will fight the battles forever. I read one of my blogs about the struggles I was going through and I think I just needed to put a few things down in type so I can release but as I read the confusion lies with the devil, the anti-christ, the beast. And so I refuse to ever be confused again and just lay a foundation of faith and let it live and ride through.

    Yesterday, I saw beautiful faces smiling back at me and the smiles were of love and sincerity and it was beautiful. I can see why God loves them as they are and I can see why God made us as social human beings. Even though sin is in the earth and in our natural realm, spiritually God gave us the power and ability to overcome and fight the evil that can cause us pain, destruction, poverty, sadness, and death. These are things that we do not want in our lives. But it is real and it is a choice of free will that we have to make as humans and as followers of Christ and as people of God.

    We have come a long way in our personal struggles and in the history of our humanity, the struggles that we overcame are evident in today's times as we put our faith into our churches and into our nation's leader who happens to be fathered by man who was muslim but has a Christian faith. I believe in this man because like many others whom he can relate to, has a background that is experienced and not naive. People judge and question things that are dumb. I guess it's how you ask the question that makes it either dumb or an actual good question. Like his name for instance. Ha! I used to associate his name Obama with abomination. But that would be silly. I believe I did that kind of association, is because as a follower of Christ and as a soldier fighting the battles of dangerous evil, evil that is continuously trying to kill us because God made us humans, good, and instead of humility, refused to be obedient to God when he commanded that we were to be bowed down to. Silly? Well, we're fighting for our lives to demonstrate God's glory and His power. But to continue my point, the association is due to fighting the evils, the revelations, the anti-christ.

    I finally got baptized, again. The first time was when I was thirteen and I did it as a Catholic. I always loved Jesus. I always loved God and I still do and forever. Praise God and Glory are His forever. I am changed, renewed, and refreshed. Now it is time to work on positive habit formation and focusing my eyes on the Lord and continuing to love and serve as Jesus did. I hear a thundering sound outside. And so I am going to end this blog by saying that it is time for a new level of maturity and influence. To be humbly confident in my life and as a lead a life of love and faith, faithful to God and loyal to Christ. Grateful for his time on earth, and grateful for his existence. Dag, I'm deep. I will go further about existence because I think Christ's existence is deep, relevant to God's perfect will and mandatory to fullfill God's kingdom glory. To fullfill the love that has been demonstrated for long time but the road is narrow and time is soon to come. Time depends on what parts of the earth we live in. Time is inevitable and times can be infinite as numbers are infinite but their will be an end as He is the alpha and the omega (in human times) but in spiritual time, I guess our faith is timeless, infinity.

    Glory to God. Peace.

    PS: Now, my next project in my spiritual walk has to do with the Holy Spirit. I am fascinated by it.

Monday, 29 December 2008

  • Strength in The Moment of Extreme Sensitivity

    I have been blessed greatly by God and he wakes me up everyday. How easily people can forget these days? We must not blame them or ourselves.

    I know I have been having a hard time with my walk with God and my struggles and frustrations. I do my best to be obedient but truthfully I get angry and upset and I know that's not how God wants me to be. I don't want to sin anymore. I am renewed everyday.

    I was sick in the hospital with Lupus/Pneumonia early last month in November. I was in the hospital for two weeks. I was scared but God was there for me. I felt a great sense of peace and my dear mother was there for me. I know she had to show that she had to be there for me. But it was hard because she lost my dog the same day and I couldn't get upset. BUT she lost my dog. My dear little puppy whom I raised, feed, kept warm and trained. My dear little puppy that followed me all over the place. I miss him so much that sometimes it's unbearable. The healing process is taking place but it hurts so much but I have to give it all to God and sometimes I forget that I have to do that. All I have are these memories that I do not want to recall because of the tears that shed for him. He wasn't just a dog. He was an animal, a good living animal whom I named Shayne because it means God is gracious. I thought he was God sent. And now he's been gone. We believe someone has him now and is well taken care of. And I pray for him. But I miss him dearly.

    The lung surgery gave me a whole new perspective on my life and the life God keeps giving me. I could've died and many people have. But God kept me alive and guided me through and I had prayers that were powerful. I had just started my discipleship classes, also. I ask "why?" sometimes. Because I do not know and maybe have a bit of uncertainty in me. But I refuse to give up my faith and I refuse to go against a powerful, merciful, and loving God.

    Love should be in my heart at all times, not just sometimes. I declare that I am healed in Jesus' name but in the realm of the flesh, I acknowledge also that I am sick with a disease that is incurable. A disease that is making me take all these medications. Medications that has possible side effects and medication that I feel unnatural about. I just want to stop these medications especially one of them. It is also making me moody, I think. But I need the strength of God and I believe as long as I pray hard and read the bible as much as I can, I can survive spiritually and overcome the flesh and my faith will just grow stronger thus I become stronger in all areas.

    I am much better than before. I am not complaining but just uncertain and losing patience in some areas of my life. I just feel hurt and guilty. I had an argument with my mother because I told her over and over again to not touch my stuff. She disregards my stuff, important or not. Most of it are, but not that important to sin. I get angry because things were place in a specific place for a reason. They were important as I had to go back to it and some of it cost money and information that I need as well.

    I want to believe that she cares about me. My father tells me she hates me. She says it sometimes about me and the family. I believe that she does. Now, I question why my father would tell me something like that as if it does not hurt presently or even later. I mean we have years of stormy weathers with my mother. And it was always these disputes and now the family has gone distant from her and rather not talk to her and let all this time past. I think its stupid. Does my mother love me? I believe she does cause my Dad said she does a few times in his life.

    Am I a confused human being? Maybe I question a few things but what I need to do is ignore things that are said by people especially people in my family. Especially when it doesn't make sense. I should go by wisdom and the faith that I have and let it grow through love, obedience, knowledge, and patience.

    I have to stoop thinking that I am sick and instead of thinking such a thing, I should just claim that I am healed in Jesus' name and that's all. The burden of negative thinking can kill your spirit. Why not gratefully overwhelm ourselves with positive and powerful thinking and energy and emotions.

    I am going to end it with the idea that love is the royal law and it is the most powerful and greatest commandment of them all. So with that, God bless and take care. Thanks for reading.

Friday, 24 October 2008

  • General Health

    There are a lot of health topics that I would like to touch on.  However, as I am new to the site, I would just like to give a general topic that is personal and positive.  First, I would like to comment on Healthkicker.  I think it is a great way to know how today's modern world are behaving to society's ideologies.  We all tend to think we have to be a certain way in order to be happy and to be accepted socially.  Then, there are those that tend to place prejudice judgments against those that they expect to fullfill these ideologies.  Oh, what a burden we have.  We can replace that burden by realizing that in today's modern world we are all facing dangerous times.  The more burden we put on our bodies due to stress, what we eat, breath, and touch can really harm the systems in our body. 

    I think maintaing a good weight is essential to a healthy lifestyle.  A healthy lifestyle is to accept that good behaviors is what needs to be adapted and the bad behaviors need to be toned down at least.  My thing is to know exactly what I am putting into my body expecially when it comes to medications and such.  There are things that people should not be putting into their bodies.  For example, talc.  Talc is in baby powder and it gives the risk of cancer.  Talc is in most brands of make-up as well. 

    I listen to my body.  If I am unable to consume anymore food I usually stop eating, unless it is a big fat steak with like rice and beans or something.  Kidding.  Sometimes, I would wait a few minutes before I start chowing down again.  It takes about 7 minutes for the food to go all the way down to your stomach, that is way it is said to eat slowly. 

    For those that are ill and facing chronic illnesses, I sympathize.  We can all still have a fun healthy lifestyle in respect to food and exercise.  Taking things at your pace is one of the keys to achieving your own personal goals and to be as healthy as possible. 

    The truth is that if you are not committed, you lack the knowledge of your own body, and/or lazy, you are not going to get the results that you desire.  I believe that losing weight is about being healthy and being good to your body.  Some people have to lose weight.  I feel that losing weight really helps on reducing the pressure on my knees especially if you have knee problems of any sort.    Being sick should be totally prevented.  I am big on prevention.  Medical expenses are things that people are debating over now as the elections are coming closer to an end.  Just remember that listening to how your body feels and being aware of your own body is the way to successfully understand what YOUR body needs and in that way it maybe a little unconventional. 

MeeMee

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